i remember a thread identical to this not so long ago probably worth a search to check there comments... anyway for me since getting back into airsoft iv been going alone , you soon get talking to people and after a few game days it really doesnt feel like your alone anymore,your see the same faces and some new ones each time and with everything going on its really really easy to make conversation with people weather its about kit ,guns the game etc etc , but then if you travel to a different/new site alone then it starts all over so you will learn to live with it and enjoy it, also just remember everyone there at some point would of been in your situation its they have been going to that site long enough to get to know other regulars ...